Thank you everyone, I'm glad that you warmed up to me, at least a little bit.
My story has made more than a few people uncomfortable and even a few skeptical and I can understand that. This is part of the reason why there is a whole section of my website the presents the evidence that supports my claims.
Actually, if you watch the little video on the homepageyou have some very compelling proof from Paul Shultz and his infamous admission on my tape recorder as well as Sen. Charles Grassley of Iowa who happily went on camera for the Jack Anderson show and stated openly that I am who I say I am, he also take a little dig at the CIA.
There is lots more information on the "evidence" page and you guys are welcome to read the bills introduced by Rep. Jim Traficant or the two affidavits from Grassley and Traficant.
On that same page you can listen to the eye witness who was with me when I was shot as well as my medical records from shortly after I began my dying proccess (obviously I didn't die). Ricin is one hell of a toxin and I don't recomend it to anyone.
I would also recomend taking a look at some of the television shows I was on in the 80's & 90's as you might get some of the "fill in the blank" answers you may be pondering.
The reason the CIA turned their back on me is because I was an Access Agent who wasn't an American citizen. It was much easier to just let me die then to have to fill out paperwork to uphold their contractual obligations. Also they would have plausible deniability that they had someone on the inside and to just write me off (after I'm dead) as some nut wanting to play James Bond or some other concocted story.
Vallery Plame (sp) was a different type of "Agent", although I am not putting down her work, the fact of the matter is that her extent of "Spying" was holding parties at her and her husbands house and the house was fully wiried. Maybe she even wore a wire in some instances, although I have no direct knowledge of her activites, just stating a pattern that diplomats wives sometimes did. Also, she was an American citizen.
Did you know that most "spies" are not Americans? I'm talking about the "spies" in the trenches. The reason is probably twofold, firstly- a foreigner can fit in much easier within just about any country (excluding USA ;-) and secondly, if they are exposed and killed then the CIA can just act like nothing happened.
What made me valuable to them was that I spoke and still speak fluent "Classical" Russian (Keep in mind that I'm a Lithuanian-Pole) so as a child I had Russian nannies, Polish friends and School etc.
Thirdly, I managed to convince the Soviets that I wasn't "one of them" but rather, that I "enjoyed the thrill" that they were able to offer me. It was the only way they would accept that a Pole, who had served time in prison for political reasons, would want to have anything to do with them. Sort of a soldier of fortune type situation, or so they thought and I wanted them to believe. This was very valuable to the CIA and they kept me as a double for 7 years.
Then my cover was blown and the CIA was keeping it's fingers crossed that I would be killed. My case officer fled the country in the middle of the night (though he was officially an American diplomat so he was in no danger) and the next time I talked to him he was in Virginia and telling me to "lie low". I wonder how low he wanted me to lie, perhaps 6 feet below the surface of the ground? *LOL*
I'm certain their is a fair share of liars on the internet, hell I know there are lots of liars on the internet. I mean the CIA has a website, don't they?
I would also recomend taking a look at some of the television shows I was on in the 80's & 90's as you might get some of the "fill in the blank" answers you may be pondering.
Seriously though, keep in mind that the whole CIA spy game is done by someone. We take it for granted, just like I take for granted that the Armed Forces will go to war to protect the USA's freedoms should she be invaded or what have you, or that "someone" will slaughter the cow, then butcher it, then pack and then ship it so that I can buy steaks at the grocery store.
The reason you don't have lots of Ex-spooks (that means Ex-Spies) though a better term is either Field Agent or Access Agent, is because most of them get exposed and wind up dead. I almost wound up dead and on more than on occasion.
The point is that just as the butcher, in my example above, someone is putting their neck on the line for The Agency. Some are too scared to speak out, most are probably dead and others (me) trumpet the injustice perpetrated on me by the CIA.
Think about it, the CIA has been going through intelligence gathering problems for years now because "the word on the street" in Suadi Arabia or Iraq or anywhere in the world, is that the "CIA will screw you" and you don't need to be in the intelligence community to see that Humint (Human Intell) is almost non-existant, at least in our current theatre of action ~ Iraq... That is part of the reason we went to war looking for WMD's that weren't there.
I think I've typed up another very long post and you guys must be bored to tears by now but I'll type more in a future post if you guys would like to read it?
Stay safe.
BK (Though you can call me Boris)